A short montage of my drunkey photoshoot, why I take so many photos when intoxicated is beyond me.
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I need a rant.
My family annoy me so much sometimes, especially my direct family, like one side of my family is like WOO KURT’S GAY! TELL ME SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW! And the other is like, OMG KURT YOU CAN’T BE GAY! GOD! RELIGION! BIBLE! And like, constantly argue with me about me being who I am. They constantly criticise Gaga, calling her hypocritical, and full of shit, and just after the money, and doesn’t care about her fans or w/e. I’m fucking sorry, she devotes her life for her fans, she writes albums dedicated to being yourself, she donates millions to charities, but because she helped me through a difficult phase of accepting who I am, along with certain close friends and finding freedom in the music, I don’t think I would be here, or certainly wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. Quite some time back, I had dark thoughts and wanted life to be over, but Gaga helped me with this, she was the light I needed, she was the support when my family told me I was wrong. She has been the biggest inspiration to me for a good few years, and to hear my family so openly and full-heartily blow her down, and say she’s fake, or she doesn’t give a fuck about me. I had an argument where I told my family about how low I was, and how Gaga helped, and my mom and dad still have the bare faced cheek to say that she is a hypocrite and that I am stupid and more which I cannot bare to bring up. Last night my auntie said that she didn’t like Gaga, and again called her a freak, and a hypocrite, because she accepts the gay community, and embraces us… My nan blamed Gaga for making me gay, and that I wasn’t gay before Gaga. Please, honey, I used to wear my mom’s jewelry and dance around in high heels when I was about 6. Yeah, so my auntie said that she doesn’t want to talk about her, then asked if she was bi, and if she’s ever had relations with a girl, I was like, I think so, not to my knowledge, she wrote the song Poker Face about how she fantasises about girls in the bedroom when she’s with men, so I said this, and then she didn’t get the ideal how someone could be with a woman, and then still like men… Oh the deluded, irrelevant, old ass views my family bore…
And congratulations if you have read all this, I salute you
What I’d give for just one loving embrace.
I need to meet Avan Jogia.
Although. I doubt I’ll be able to control myself!!!
